Uncanny

Chicago Poem #77

What you want to know is
how it feels to walk down Berteau
and Know
that tomorrow this city bows
from Division to Roosevelt
from Madison to Eisenhower Express
ways of getting over
this is destitution...a word we make up
When we make up the city's makeup
Emmanuel and Ezekiel are made.

Chicago Poem #99

"We did it!" we said,
to each other in the streets.
We meant, "We set ourselves up!"
We meant all that shit we talked.

"I am disappointed!" We exclaimed.
"I thought it was our time but it isn't!"
We looked over in the corner, and somebody
whispered to us, that guy owns the place

And that's when we knew
we were about to get more than our noses broken...

Chicago Poem #2

King's not dead just stepping down.
A perpetual Prince is the best, safest kind of king.
The lake's unfinished but doesn't seem that way
from space.
The lakefront is a work of art in constant flux
And someone is always about to eat you alive.
Some invasive Asian carp was slouching towards Wacker.
Time to get out, you've been sent for
By the biggest shouldered brute,
It's time.

Chicago Poem #21

I hope you sign LeBron or Dwayne
Because it always feels like home there.
And maybe this time I can be genuine
in my love of iconography
For a city so shot through with ask.

Where have you gone my gray-eyed planetarium?
And what have you bulldozed my cheesecake beef?
I spent so many nights on the Old Style veranda
I smoked so many lungs in the mouth of a new wave
And it was hard to find a job I didn't hate.

But hate for a job is the City that works.

Chicago Poem #45

Brother and Sister kept, check
Family in the suburbs
Family in the retail shops
Stiff winds wound up; always movement
Putting on that Renaissance mask
Pretending another much needed rebirth,
Native sons grow up and move out.

I looked up pictures of you
on the internet
from the Forties, Fifties and Sixties
Those won't matter much longer.
They are scenes from a movie made
twenty years later doesn't matter anymore.
Those cars were beasts and it is all too bad we destroyed.

Chicago Poem #28

A trailblazer and a felon
walk into a large building
towards a bank of elevators
and wait for the next car
going up.

Breezing past them,
in a plaid sport coat
is a Quiet American
with an appointment to keep.

A muted shuffling rush of humanity and...

There is only room for two men
on the next car going up.

What happens is an overreaching
respect for authority
mixes with a genuine loathing
of anything but the self.
No one will enter the next car.
No one was sent.

The doors close,
three men stand near the bank of elevators.
And the city moves forward,
educating its young kings
to clamor to be sent,
to be wanted.
To wear and where and wear.

Chicago Poem #47

I could go just to hear:
the funny way the barmaid asks us
"What's you guys' story?"
The fact that teenagers I once knew
now own bungalows and brownstones
Just to see:
The light switch for the dartboard
put in a wiseguy location
six feet up a wall
with a sloppy paint job
The daily utterance
"just let me get offa work"
The daily plea
"where's my piece?"
Daily, this place was dirty snow
and walking uphill both ways
winds that turned the corner
to frostbite your lips
Your dry lips that spit
"just let me get outta this city"
Never, ever could escape
It closed up around my ankles,
my knees, my thighs, my right hand,
my left hand, my hat.

Chicago Poem #1

I wonder how many sandwiches
Slid down the counter
in the midst of a conversation
That meant the birth of a child,
the loser meeting the winner,
the beginning of a job,
the end of a career.

I think of Studs
combing back his hair in the mirror.
I wonder what he preferred.
Italian beef, Turkey, an all beef hot dog.
Maybe a taco or a latke, instead.
Was he on the wall at Manny's Deli
with Jim McMahon? Nah.
He had more important things to do.

I imagine the best sandwich Studs ever ate
was served to him
in a simple apartment,
smoke from a cigarette hanging in the air
with the static of the tape rolling,
by a tough-handed woman
on stale bread, with a bit of government cheese
maybe some bologna and bright yellow mustard
And he savored its separate parts quietly
as she told him everything.

Chicago Poem #44

So, we change the poem.

Fall to our knees,
stay up too late, take the fifth.
Chicago holds you in its memory
while a slaugtherhouse in Iowa
files for bankruptcy.
There is more work for you,
I will spirit,
now that you have volunteered.

So we change the poem:
Tonight, Division Street is united.

Chicago Poem #46

They lost again.
And after all of that.
We pinned so much
hope, prized possessions, plastic googaw -
Remember that Ernie
never even tasted
the chilly, sweet dusk
on an October field
Under bright lights.
(The want is more/contains more)
Never heard the release
of a bellow and a linsky
like Novembers
that promise
to be
everything.

Yeah. You can call me Joe.

Laser Quest: Book One

They would go on to work on the Large Hadron Collider. But first, the war against evil scienitists and their abuses of lasers would be fought in the alleyways of Cambridge, England. This would only be the beginning; the beginning of a great and perilous journey. This was LASER QUEST!

Found Poem: For Sioban

Sioban
you had all the time
to just come out
and say
But Im to low
for you
@*% Now
what I've
to tell
the other
half of the coin

Chicago Poem #33

The Chicago Avenue bus is number 60
The Clark Street bus is 22
The Fullerton bus is 74
The Armitage bus is 73
One less.
The Ashland bus is 9
The Ashland Express X9
The Western bus is 49
The Western Express X49
The Damen Bus is 50
One more.

Waiting for the bus,
I imagine they are waiting
in a long queue for the Uffizi
to view some fine art
from some Renaissance
during some plague.

Handmade Underground Beautiful Books from Marseille

If you're ever in Marseille, check out his bookstore:

Librairie Le Lievre de Mars
21, rus des 3 mages, 13001 marseille

I bought several handmade books there that were amazing and beautiful. My favorite "L'Usine Nouvelle" came with a website.

This website was everything I expected and more. It plays into my idea of French Artists. I clicked all over the page hoping it would lead me further. But, ah, Monsieur...Madamoiselle...Life is Absurd! Give cigarettes to babies!

http://stratalim.free.fr/

http://www.hallesaintpierre.org/

Chicago Poem #17

Art by Todd Irwin

Old notebooks have resurfaced
and apparently,
late 20th Century Chicago
was full of whiny brats
with bad cursive,
naive notions of life and art
and disposable pens.
Let us now sing.

Chicago Poem #54

Dear Brother, you ask:
How is the rest of the world?
I can only report on that
which is not in front of me.
These days are all looking behind
at a place it never was.
Even if I returned.
And London is never that way, I imagine:
The only thing left
is that bike we built. You were angry
when I left it in front of the taqueria.
It was stolen and then
Ditched in the river.
It's still submerged
in the waters by the old tannery
which will always stink up my memories
with the smell of tanning hides.

See Clare College Through My Eyes!

The photo of Clare College Bridge on SCHMAP was taken by yours truly:



http://www.schmap.com/england/historic/

Chicago Poem #39

I was so beautiful at nineteen,
I swear.
and so was the city,
when it was nineteen first
and when it was nineteen second.
I was never around for that.
But I am aware of the fact
and the possibility
of being nineteen twice.
To get there? Fire.